Tuesday, June 23, 2009

moved and shaken

One of our trip leaders, Corrie, has spent considerable time among the poor, especially for a few years as a missionary in Caracas, Venezuela. During our final prayer one as a group, age used the phrase, "the moved and shaken"... It needed no explanation as I knew exactly who she was praying for... the people who have undergone injustice in tho world.

As I write now on the plane, I can visualize the moved a shaken that we met - I can see their homes, their gardens, their valuable pictures, their smiles... It the last that really sticks with a person. When to see someone who is only on their 40's who has an additional 30 years on their face, you do not forget their smile. It is precautionary and skeptical, yet still connected to a heart which bwhilds certain areas of their life with joy. It is that joy, particulalry when connected to Christ's ongoing transformation in their lives, which shines through the prematurely aged eyes, weathered cheeks and smudged nose.

When we would walk away from these unforgettable encounters, we were immediately humbled by the overwhelming sensation that we were the ones who were just blessed... That these moved and shaken had somehow invited us deeper into the heart of our global Christ, that we thought we had known so well. I believe they would have offered us whatever bed, food, clothing or drink they had, should we have even inferred some kind of thirst or hunger, or need for shelter or clothing. It was people like these that our Savior bore in mind when he said we are to give water, bread, clothing and shelter... I just never thought he meant that we would somehow be the ones who were poor... But there we were... Given a blessing by the moved and shaken, as if we needed it...

But we did. And I did. And I am grateful for it.

I needed to be humbled.
It is only is only in true humility that true strength can rise.
And goodness knows I need some strength.

So now I am tired, but somehow stronger... and I pray more humble.

As John the Baptist knelt down I humility, he also discovered the strength of God's Spirit, an the was able to life up the eyes of those he served to gaze into the eyes of Christ.

May it be so...

why I have a great wife

Yesterday, our group spent a good bit of time talking about how we are going to take what God has taught us with us back home. We also talked about some of the challenges facing each of us individually. Some of these were as simple as use of time and keeping going with the spirit of prayer we have bee in much of the week... Some were bigger like Gos providing peace and perspective in the midst of ongoing crisis in the family. Whatever it was for each person, these challenges and struggles are very real.

In Luke 24, Jesus tells his disciples to wait for power from on high before they set out into the world in His name... In many ways we have experienced a special anointing of God's presence this week, as we've stepped into a dark place in his name - our prayer is that as we head home, we see our surroundings there with spiritual eyes and wait in God's Spirit each day to give us the strength that is essential in our battle against the rulers, forces, and powers of this far world (see Ephesians 6).

Today, please pray for this to be recognized by our team and for each of them to be surrounded by people to help them in this (perhaps that is some of you).

On a seperate note, today is my wife's birthday... I'm not sure of the exact statistics, but I have missed most of the last 8 years worth of birthdays because I always seem to be on one of our mission trips. Also usually miss Father's Day, which didn't matter too much until the last two years... So, I'm looking forward to sometime in the next week having a birthday / father's day celebration.

I'm not sure what kind of reunion or conversation each team member is planning, but I know we're all looking forward to it... See you all soon...

One more post to come... Around midday.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Last dinner

This is what happes when you blow 2 tires in 3 hours...

Two silhouettes with the Pacific in the back - can you guess who?

peaceful

We find ourselves this morning on our last day in Nicaragua, before we travel home tomorrow... And we are on the Pacific Ocean, and indeed in comparison with what we've seen this week, it is a peaceful paradise. We are only here a short while, as we work to debrief our experiences this trip... What God has taught us, what we have experienced, and how it can affect our lives as we head home.

This morning, I've spent time reflecting on Psalm 23 - a mentor once told me, based on the Psalm, that God's restorative colors are green & blue... He has designed creation with many purposes, one of them being rest for his sons a daughters... He makes us lie down in green pastures, and leads us beside the blue waters... That is how he restores our soul... We cannot restore it ourselves.

In the Psalm, it talks of walking through a place of darkness and death, and needing our Father to restore us... Indeed, that is what our team needs... We have literally walked through some of the darkest places on earth this week... But even more, we have been battling in the spiritual world, and been able to sense the spiritual darkness all around us. Yet, as the Psalmist declares, even in the midst of such physical and spiritual darkness, God's presence is with us, his goodness and love surround us, and we walk as his anointed ones!

Today, please pray that God will restore us, but also that we will continue to process what is on our hearts. My experience has taught me that these times of debrief are the most important part of the trip for our team, because we must allow the experiences and lessons to change us... If we do, we all step a bit further into maturity and godliness... Please pray for that in each of the people on our team. I know that for me, God has taught me to take on a more peaceful posture, and increase the time I connect with his Spirit through prayer.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

The whole group photo

One of the guys cabins

One of our group pictures with the kiddos

Frances with Capri

hombre de Dios

"but you, man of God, run from all this, and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness. fight the good fight of the faith." 1 Timothy 6:11-12

What a great weekend we've had with these kiddos! There have been some challenges (communication, lack of discipline, etc)... But they are still kids who has great joy and innocence, if unseen at first. It has been funny to watch how certain things cross cultural boundaries simply because were human; for example, most have never been to a pool before, but within minutes they are doing flips, running on the deck, pushing, splashing, cannonballing, etc... it's a silly example, but it's true in other ways.

Last night, my cabin of guys, including Zack and Ryan, led a conversation through Dan about what it means to be un hombre de Dios - man of God. We started by asking what a man of Nicaragua was like (what does he do, how does he act, how does he treat his family?)... Based in their experiwnce, their answers:

He works hard
He usually drinks and uses drugs
He is not at home much
He leaves when there is trouble
He hits women / his spouse
He does not accept responsibility

Then we discussed the traits of Jesus and compared them. They all decided that they want to be like Jesus, not like what they have seen... We then ended by reading this passage from Timothy and as we read, Dan explained, you don't run from your responsibilities or prolems, you run from godlessness... And you don't fight women, you fight the devil and fight for your faith.

At the same time, our girls were talking with their Nico girls about being a woman of God... And as I looked over at them towards the end, I saw WAC of our girls, with one little girl, holding hands and praying - beautiful!

We have tried all weekend to communicate that these young boys and girls are princes and princesses in the eyes of God! I'll post some photos later of some self-portraits they drew in this regard.

We will have a half day with the kiddos and then take them back to La Chureca - sobering to think we'll be turning towards home as they do, but our homes are so different. We will take time to pray that they will all continue to grow in knowledge and love of their heavenly Father... Appropriate on Father's Day!

Please pray doe these young boys and girls, that they may continue in this way... And please pray for our team, that as we begin our debriefing process, God speaks clearly about the changes he desires in our lives.

Have a great Father's Day all you dads... Phone calls coming between 1-2... :-)
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Saturday, June 20, 2009

Rachel unable to escape the world of production

Jordyn giving her testimony after dinner.

Capri beepboxing to a Spanish praise song

One of the students fascinated by the iPhone- who isn't?

Alex sharing his story after breakfast

joy

"those the Lord rescued will return... Gladness and joy will overtake them, and sorrow and sighing will flee away." Isaiah 51:11

Rescue is perhaps too strong a word, but indeed we have been able to bring some kids out of the dump for the weekend. Rescue is too strong, because eventually they will go back... But these 35 have the ability to choose freedom, if they want it... They as connected to a local church, receive an education at a Christian school in the dump, and can learn a trade through other ministries. But for this weekend, they need not worry about their life... They can be children... And learn me tell you - they are doing that well.

When they arrived at the camp yesterday, we allowed the to unleash some energy at the pool - many of them had never seen a pool - it was the most chaotic thing I've ever witnessed! But it was beautiful to watch them laugh and play.

We also set up some stations where that included a drama, a craft and a bble study on identity. As Daniel led the study, he realized they have no word for identity - and indeed this is what they struggle with - they literally believe they are worthless trash because that is what their life experience has taught them. Our team is working to support Dan's constant insistence that they are valued and loved as sons and daughters of God. They must eventually choose which voice they will listen to...

This morning, their joy and gladness was evident, as the sun can up at 5:15 and they all popped up like toast, and made their way to the football field (that's soccer :-)... They have so much joy at being here... And I think a fair amount from whisperin about the gringos and laughing at us... Yesterday I laughed pretty hard and they all made fun of my laugh- some things never change across cultures!

This is actually our last full day of ministry, as we take them back home tomorrow, have our 24 hour debrief in country, and head home ourselves. Please pray for strength for our team! All are tired, especially after the early wakeup - and it will be a long day of games, dramas, crafts, and even some more testimonies (see Rachel's picture below)... Today, Jordyn, Alex and perhaps another will share their stories and the Gospel through them.

So, please continue to pray today, even for continued health... And hopefully you are praying as well for the situation in Iran, as a peopl try to free themselves from an oppressive regime... being in a country that still lives under revolution, we can see the dramatic effects that it takes in the future of it's people - generational darkness, inequality, hopelessness and oppression.

Yet, even in the midst of such darkness, Christ's light shines to set his people free!
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Friday, June 19, 2009

Rachel givnig her testimony to the kiddos.

the prophetic hope

"the day for building your walls has come, the day for extending your boundaries... The earth will become desolate because of it's inhabitants, as the result of their deeds. Shepherd your people with your staff, the flock of your inheritance, which lives by itself in a forest, in fertile pastureland.". Micah 7:12-14

Yesterday, we spent much if the day in prayer, interceding at strategic locations in La Chureca. One spot required us to walk over the entire dump; with shorts breaths and careful steps we found our way to the backside of the dump where the trash meets Lake Managua. When we stood with our back towards the dump, we could only see the sea, and the beautiful untouched mountains rising on the other side. When we stood with our backs to the sea, we could only see a hundred foot slipped wall of trash, balancing itself under the weight of men and women who were massed on it surface. A place of lost hope, where the land has become desolate, right up against a place of promise, where the land holds great beauty. Spiritually, we all live on the seam between these two worlds and we daily have the choice, through God's Spirit, to claim the promise as our own, stepping forward, or fall back into the darkness from where we've come.

As we left that place, we hiked back up the trash and up another 100 feet onto a rounded hill that we had to walk up from the back. As we journeyed up, we were all choking in the dust as there was nothing living in this wasteland... Simply dry dirt. But as created the top we stepped in the midst of numerous flowering trees, and we could see the entire dump below us, as well as most of the city. Daniel calls this place "the gates of heaven" and in this place he comes, as do others, to intercede for the people. There is a small cluster of trees in the middle that form a shades place to sit, enough room for 20 people. We worked our way into the natural sanctuary and Alyssa felt God leading her to a scripture - Exodus 3 - where God tells Moses to take his shoes off because he is on Holy Ground. Daniel then shared, stunned, that the first time he came to this spot, as well as the first time Jessenia came to this spot, they were both directed towards this scripture. all took off their shoes and we spent considerable time in prayer and song.

Later in the day, our group visited Ruby, and elderly Nicaraguan lady who has the gift of prophecy, and speaks a creole English. She prayed over each person in our group, sharing incredible insights into everyone's life. Her sister prays with her, in a prayer language, and while one of our girls was receiving prayer (Capri), Capri could not understand her... So, Capri prayed "god, help me to understand what she's praying" - instantly, Capri was given the gift of interpretation and could hear every word in English.

I have read much over the years on the spread of Christianity in the Rest of the world (non-western countries) and one mark of the growth is the openness to the things of the Spirit... It's not a certain theology, but neither is it a dividin line between people and theologies... The Spirit brings unity and there is an openness to it, based upon what is seen in the Scriptures. We certainly experienced this today! (see Philip Jenkins work).

Finally, in all our prayer an interactions, it is amazing to see how the people and godly leaders, cling to the prophetic passages in the scriptures - Isaiah, Ezekial, Micah, Amos, etc are often quoted from heart - or at least referenced... I the same way the American church references new testament letters... These people are in touch with the prophetic hope of God and they believe God will bring these things to pass. They also work towards the promises - claiming them an laboring to bring them to pass. Walter Brueggemann talks about this in his book on the prophetic imagination when he explains that a prophet is to criticize, but also energize with hope - in other words speak into what is wrong, but also provide an work for an alternative reality.

Today, we will leave our comfy lodging for the camp, where we will be spending the next 2 nights / 3 days with 35 kids from La Chureca - aged 10-15. Please pray for this time!! Specifically, pray for our energy, for good weather, for communication (only have a few translators) and that our group may love these little ones!


Thursday, June 18, 2009

Singing with Ruby, the Nicaraguan prophetess

Group time tonight

scriptures for the day

Consider praying through these with us today:

Matthew 6:9-13 - prayer is to bring God's Kingdom on earth.

Romans 8:15-34 - how & why we intercede as God's sons and daughters.

Isaiah 62:1-7 - we are watchmen

Isaiah 60:17-18 - people in dump are literally hunting for bronze & iron.

Isaiah 68:6-14 - promise of repairing a breach.

Micah 7:11-14 - land becomes desolate, but Christ shephards the people towards salvation

Leviticus 26:40-45 - God will always remember his covenant when his people turn towards him.

Isaiah 59:19-21 - laying people on the altar before the Lord

2 Corinthians 5:21 - becoming the righteousness of God

Romans 7:24-25; 8:1-4 - no condemnation; that people may be freed!

Proverbs 15:13; 18:14 - that god would heal the broken and wounded spirit of people with His Spirit

2 Corinthians 11:2 -spiritually restored as Christ's pure bride.

Capri and the monkey

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

longing for sons and daughters of God

"we know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time." Romans 8:22

The scriptures present the sons and daughters of God as the ones for which all creation awaits; so that the humans made in God's image may too become adopted children of God... so that the creation may be restored on earth as it is in heaven. Let that sink in for a moment... People and creation " in eager expectation" for God's children to step up.

Yesterday these verses were given new meaning as we saw both people longing for redemption, to discover their identity as sons and daughters of God, as well as creation longing for restoration. And what blew us away is that God is already doing it! We were able to meet an sit with a few families that have met Jesus through Dan's work here and are in process of allowing Christ to bring them life.

A young girl who has an amazing artistic gift who has just received a scholarship to go to school for her art.

An older lady who has built and maintained one of the most beautiful tropical gardens you could ever see, in the middle of the dump... Bananas, orchids, exotic flowers - simply unbelievable!

An older couple who have recently met Jesus, been freed from a cycle of physical, drug & alcohol abuse... Now expecting a baby in August... The man is working nights to provide and would not allow us to stand on his porch - he wanted us to sit, so he gathered rocks, buckets, chairs, etc for his guests.

We also were able to visit numerous ministries that have sprung up over the last few years - teaching young children a trade and educating them, feeding and caring for babies & toddlers while their parents are in the dump, a few different homes to young girls... God is doing so much through his sons and daughters down here to reveal to all hi people that they too are his sons and daughters!

Today, we will once again be in La Chureca, but spending a considerable amount of time in prayer, in strategic locations... Much like watchmen on the spiritual walls of Jerusalem, we will intercede for these people and their land (see Isaiah 62:1-7)

Perhaps you'll join us in prayer today?


Babies r always babies - so cute!

Cute sleeping babies

Alex playing with a baby

Nica Hope visit - see twitter for link

Eating lunch after being in La Chureca this morning

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

keeping in step

"since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit." Galatians 5:25

Surely, you have seems few of the pictures below from our first day in La Chureca... the poverty and living conditions could only be rivaled in this world by a few places - the people are quite simply some of the poorest on earth.

As a father of a little boy, I experience and see things at different level than kids - if you are a parent, you understand. It's one thing to think that the child you just met is malnourished, sick, barefoot in a dump but still beautiful (all true)... It is quite another thing to stumble upon children the same age as yours, and imagine him being there for even day. It is literally unthinkable to me... One picture below shows the "floor" of a home we visited, which has a few kiddos - you can see a small toy zamboni that the little boy plays with in the corner where valuable trash is collected a sorted. This is life for those in La Chureca.

We visited and walked around, checking in on families that Dan knows, as well as learning of a few other ministries that are in the dump - a medical clinic, a school, etc. It's quite powerful for our team to realize in a place of such darkness, God's Spirit has been at work long before we got here and will continue long after we are gone.

We took time to walk up to the top of the dump, where city trucks roll in and out, nonstop, by the dozens... They dump their trash and it was rare to see one that had picked up a few stowaways, who hop in as they drive through, so that they can get first pickings when it is dumped... the stench is phenomenally horrific - you can only take short breaths, and that's when the wind is carrying the smoke and odor away from you. I cannot imagine ever getting use to the smell any more than I can imagine playing barefoot in a sewer - but all around us, they are use to it. As we circles up to pray, most everyone was crying from deep in their soul; this is not what these beautiful people have been created for!

This place is a wasteland and an obvious place of darkness, yet if we could have God's eyes, we would see that regardless of our manicured lawns, shiny cars, and perfect homes, he sees all broken people this was... Perhaps spiritual darkness that is manifest in the physical world is more stark, but it is darkness just the same... We need our Savior, for our eternal souls, but for our earthly restoration as well.

Today, we will visit many families and two more ministries - please pray that we may keep in step with what Gods Spirit is doing in La Chureca, but as well in our lives. Pray for continued safety and protection against the heat, sickness, and hardness of heart.
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A little boy's playground... Zamboni and trash

First exposure to dump

Love light and melody mural

Group time

The girls after morning devos.

Jesus and the poor

We have had a great night of sleep; having arrived in the dark, we were surprised to find that the home we are staying at is set in the midst of a beautiful jungle area. The boys were especially happy to find a playful pet monkey who likes to eat their American snacks... The monkey had spent most of the morning on Paulson's shoulders.

We are spending time as a team this morning in the passages of Matthew 5 & Luke 6, the recounting of two different but similar sermons (on the mount and on the plain). We will go through each of the groups addressed by Jesus and prayerfully consider how we will meet these people as we begin our work today.

It's interesting to note that Matthew is sure to recount how Jesus qualifies each group whereas Luke does not (either does not recount it or Jesus does not qualify them)... Poor in spirit versus poor, hunger and thirst for righteousness versus hunger.

Perhaps this is less of an incongruity in the scriptures and more of a lesson in how Christ sees people differently that we do - he sees the deep spiritual condition, but he also sees the very real physical needs... And he meets them both with mercy, compassion and love.

Pray for our team today that we may see the physical and spiritual needs around us, and that we may step into those needs as Jesus would have done. Pray to for cultural adjustments for our team - food, language, interactions, etc.

Sun coming up at La Quinta Havilah, our home

Monday, June 15, 2009

were here!

Time to sleep

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going south

As we have turned south, we are flying somewhere over Texas. Most of the team is catching some sleep from the looks of it, except two young girls who shall remain nameless - they are giggling and cackling about what, I'm not sure, but the flight attendant just brought them gas masks as a joke for them to pace over their mouths... I'm sure the Behr's and Migliozzi's would be proud. Whoops - sorry.

As I as walking out of my room this morning, I glanced at my shelf where I collect my unread books and grabbed one hastily: "death comes for the archbishop"... Now, I didn't really read the title - they're all purchased because I have decided I want to read them - so I just grabbed the one that said "archbishop" thinking it was a biography had picked up. Then I pull it out of my bag and the title would seem to be a bad choice... I thought, "is it the story of a late 19th century archbishop who had to die to get the message of the gospel across?". No would seem to be the answer - but I don't read that fast - I'll let you know.

However, it actually seems to be a good choice as it tellsa beautiful story of the spread of the gospel into Spanish speaking parts of the southwest in the late 1800's... Namely Old and New Mexico. As the main character, Father Latour, comes to a remote village in old Mexico, he discovers the remnants of old faith deposited their by the Spanish years ago. As he's examining some of their relics, in a move that reminds me of Pauk in Athens in Acts 17, he discovers a wooden Virgin Mary - "dressed in black, with a white apron, and a black reboso over her head, like a Mexican woman of the poor. To them, this woman is a god... who is one of them. If Paul was Latour, he would point out this statue and then proclaim how Jesus had indeed become one of them.

In regards to how people in other view their gods, and particularly Jesus, you often find they strongly desire their god to be identified as one of their own, so that they have a god who has suffered like them and understands them. Even in views of Jesus, you see this - the Latino image of Jesus looks strangly familiar to Che Guevera, the 70's had a revolutionary Jesus that looks like he sang for Earth, Wind and Fire. Regardless, whether it's Mary, Jesus, or a tribal god... Different cultures all share the same heartfelt desire for god to be like them...

And the great news of the good news is that the God, has become one of us, and still moves among all peoples working to reveal himself.

Would you pray for us in two specific ways, as we travel:
1. That Jesus would open our eyes to how the people we meet have been holding on to their own localized versions of god.
2. That would be able to partner with God's Spirit in order to "proclaim" that god to them (see Paul's words in Acts 17) as having become human in tv person of Jesus (John 1:11)

I guess you should pray for safe travel too, but I was just assuming we already had you doing that!

Okay - gotta run... Gotta read the second half!
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Praying at the airport

Sunday, June 14, 2009

23 hours till departure

our team is less than 24 hours from departing pittsburgh for managua, nicaragua. in our service this morning, Pastor Jay dove into the greek meaning of the word favoritism in James 2... and he explained that what God does is he lifts up the heads of all people and looks into their eyes - that type of mercy and compassion, is the opposite of favoritism - which is when we do not gaze into their eyes, on their level - rather, we turn our eyes and walk the other way.

my prayer today is that our team will learn what it means to humble ourselves, lift up the heads of those we meet, and look at them the way that Christ looks at them - through eyes of mercy and compassion.

i cannot wait to lead this incredible team - perhaps you can pray for them by name:

Candace Painter
Alex Chase
Brittney Behr
Zachary Denton
Ryan Lancia
Amanda Wheeler
Kristin Birkholz
Capri Migliozzi
Corrie Long
Jordyn Smith
Alyssa Tyson
Devin Reilly
Jen Reilly
Paulson Domasky
Victor Tatum
Rachel Samreny
Nathan Franks
Dan Bain (our "missionary" in Nicaragua - from North Way)
Jessenia Campos (Dan's friend who works with him)

next post - travel day!

Friday, June 12, 2009

welcome to our trip blog!

we will be using this blog to update folks back home during our trip, as well as keep an online journal that will be able to be archived after the trip. we will be posting throughout the days, including prayers, stories, tweets and photos.

enjoy!
Pastor Doug